....Episod 157.... - Away -

( Missing every single one of them ... Ahlulquran PTS )

Not in the mood . Ive got tons of stories to tell , But i do not know how do i present them . I just dont feel like writing . But i wanted to write this journal of mine soo badly , before my memory fades away . I think im emotionally unstable .. y ? i do not have the answer .. i just dont feel right . I just dont feel great . I dont feel like doing anything . All i wanted to do is sit and reflect ... All i wanted to say is my longing for everything i once have ... All i wanted to have now is my health ... physically , mentally , emotionally ... So ... Im away for the time being ... i'll try and make myself busy finding pearls of wisdom in the ocean of love through great masyayikh whom i regard as my Mursyid .....

Im Missing him ... The one and only Murabbi ... Muhammad Mustafa Sallallahu'alayhi wasallam ...

Madaad Ya Rasulallah ...